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Strolling Across Campus

Tonight was the second meeting of a faculty/staff book group that’s reading the Odyssey together. We sit in the well appointed living room of a campus-owned guest house, sip wine, eat hors d’oeuvres, and discuss this book with the added benefit that the man leading the book group is a classicist. It’s pretty much an ideal way to spend one evening every couple of weeks.

With my head full of heroic happenings and the memories of good conversation, I walked back across campus to the library. In one lighted window there were two students stooping close to a microscope. In another lighted window, someone bent over a piano’s keyboard and sent peeling scales out into the night. In the middle of campus, laughing students played hockey on the ice rink while their friends cheered them on. A student stopped me to see if I had time to meet with her tomorrow.

And I realized that my schooling from infancy onward has primed me to love this atmosphere of communal learning and exploration. I love being among people who think it’s normal to probe deeply, value probable and improbable connections equally as long as the reasoning behind them is clear, and start conversations with “So, that reading we had yesterday. Do you think…”

I realize that this isn’t the only way to live. I realize that for some it’s irrelevant to the point of laughability. But this is where I feel at home. Here, in this kind of environment, and among people like this, my own interests and questions and quirks and day dreams come alive. This is where I belong.

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25 Random Things You Probably Didn’t Want to Know About Me

I’ve been tagged about a bajillion times in Facebook to write up this list of 25 things, but I can’t write in Facebook. It’s kind of like I can’t write papers long-hand or even into Google Docs. I have to write them into Word. That’s just The Way Papers Are Written. And I think that little tidbit counts as Thing 1.

Onward:

Thing 2. I wrote “Thing 2” through “Thing 25” all the way down the screen before starting to think of these things. Then I filled them in in random order. This is the 4th thing I wrote. “Thing 5” was the first. I don’t know what this says about my sense of organization.

Thing 3. I will read Jane Austen or Frank Herbert, Jonathan Safran Foer or Robert Ludlumâ„¢. I will not read Nicholas Sparks.

Thing 4. Just recently, I realized that the people that know me best in all the world include my mother, my friend from grad school, and a couple of librarians that I met online and almost always only see online. For a minute this struck me as odd, but then I got over it. I just wish all these people who know me so well would come live in my town.

Thing 5. I’m rarely bothered by mess or clutter in other people’s homes. In my own home it bothers me to no end (though this does not mean that my house is always clean and tidy, unfortunately).

Thing 6. I can’t spell. This causes me no end of angst and embarrassment, especially since I like to write. Spell check changed my life, and when it’s not around I use Google as spell check. Dear Google, tracking my searches must be incredibly amusing. “She’s searching for ‘hilarious’ AGAIN??? Hasn’t she found anything hilarious yet?”

Thing 7. I think 10 weeks it too short for a college term, but I don’t think I could survive 15-weeks of this kind of intensity.

Thing 8. When you speak to me, I can look you in the eye without trouble. When I speak to you, I’ll probably look elsewhere unless I concentrate.

Thing 9. My cat is more extroverted than I am, but I interact with more people than my cat does. I’m learning from him, though.

Thing 10. I’m a little bit extraordinarily empathetic. If you’re sad, I’m sad. Literally. If you describe a time when you were hurt, I hurt. Not badly, but I do feel it. Mostly, I like this kind of connection with the people around me.

Thing 11. I’ve always done my own taxes, but I have a multi-sheet spreadsheet that has all the calculations built into it. All I have to do is update key places to keep up with changes in rates and laws.

Thing 12. I remember my parents’ 30th birthdays quite clearly. I remember thinking they were old.

Thing 13. I often wonder where other people like me hang out in my town.

Thing 14. Socks are my favorite things to knit. I wish I were in endless need of new socks. However, since socks get walked on, I’m glad I don’t have to use my own hand-spun yarn like I would have in the days of yore. Hand-spun yarn is by far the best feeling yarn to knit with, though.

Thing 15. I love to dust but hate to vacuum. Vacuuming is so loud.

Thing 16. For twenty years, I’d put myself to sleep imaging what life would be like when I had children… the good, the bad, the details. I’ve stopped doing that.

Thing 17. My mother makes amazing bread from home-ground flour. I know it’s time to visit home when my freezer no longer has loaves from her in it, and I almost never make or buy any other bread.

Thing 18. I’m not vegetarian, but I rarely cook with meat unless I’m cooking for guests.

Thing 19. Eggs are my Kryptonite. I can’t even be around when they’re being cooked or I’ll have an allergic reaction that makes me basically dyslexic and moody for four days.

Thing 20. I love to cook, but only if I’m cooking for other people as well as myself. Please invite yourself over so that I’ll have food to eat.

Thing 21. I can just barely count the number of places I’ve lived on my fingers. Sometime I’ll need a mnemonic device to remember all the city names.

Thing 22. I only attended one day of “real” school before college. Due dates that included hours and minutes were quite the shock when I got to college.

Thing 23. My first doll when I was young was named Baby Peach because I loved canned peaches so much.

Thing 24. When I was growing up, watching my dad go through the process of getting his degrees, I promised myself I’d never go to graduate school. Then I went to graduate school more than once. Next time, I think I’ll promise myself I’ll never win a million dollars.

Thing 25. I refreshed FriendFeed at least 3 times for every Thing I wrote here. But I could quit any time.

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I interrupt my long silence to bring you earth shattering news…

… kind of… Well, at least interesting news. Interesting to me at least.

It’s been incredibly cold here the last couple of days. I’ve never before experienced nearly -50F windchills before. But now it’s warmed up enough that I have finally seen what I’ve always wanted to see: the magical temperature at which Fahrenheit and Celsius agree. So I took a screenshot, and here it is. Ta da!!!

In related news, I was a little late getting up to my office today because I just had to stop in the staff room, boil some water, and see what it would do when I threw it into the air out on the loading dock. I’m such an 8-year-old.

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And suddenly, it’s 2009, this time with resolutions

2008 wasn’t the best year. I’m pretty pleased to see it go, and I want to do all I can to ensure that 2009 will be better. I’ve even come up with a couple of resolutions to help guide 2009 along. This is not normal for me, so I’m kind of testing the resolution waters here. But hey, it’s worth a try and certainly can’t hurt anything. So here they are, personal and professional, in no particular order:

  • Continue my quest to be really good at my job. I love my job and therefore want to make the most of it. This past year I’ve been in a bit of a holding pattern, but I’m hoping I can break free of that soon.
  • Carve out more time to read and study. These activities used to be a regular part of my life, but they’ve really fallen by the wayside recently and I miss them.
  • Remember to appreciate my friends and not take their friendship for granted. I’m so lucky that I have friends that inspire me, that I want to emulate, that push me to think about things in new ways, that pick me up when I’m down, that put up with me when I’m annoying, and that let me help them however I can when they need it.
  • Get our federated search product up and running, even if it kills me.
  • Rediscover my love for cooking, and act on it more often.

Happy New Year, everyone. May you never lack for an internet connection when you want one, always find a friendly ear when you need to say something, and be pushed far enough to do your best yet not so far that you fail.

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