Today I’m begging off of doing something important in favor of doing something fun. I feel guilty enough about that to have to write it down so that I can stop reciting it to myself over and over, but I don’t feel guilty enough to change my mind and do the important thing.<\/p>\n
My head hurts. Again. It hurt all day yesterday, too. Mei poked about 8 needles into my heels that made it miraculously go away for a few hours, but now it’s back. It’s not as bad today, though. Yesterday I alternated between working and resting my head on my desk. Today I think I’ll just work. And pop pills.<\/p>\n
I read an email this morning that made me sad. It was supposed to make me happy. It was full of complementary words and brimming with love. But there was a desperate edge to that love that made me cry. I hate it that I’ve been so distant lately that people have to wonder if I still care about them.<\/p>\n
It’s a beautiful day outside. I hope to spend some time out in it.<\/p>\n
I have a bunch of projects to work on, but so far there seem to be so many of them that I can’t get a good start on any one of them. This is purely my brain playing games with me, I know, because really, I could just pick one and work on it. I really should<\/i> pick one of the ones that needs to get done this week, seeing as this week is nearly over, having been swallowed nearly whole by the Project From Hell.<\/p>\n
But my head hurts, and somehow that matters.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Today I’m begging off of doing something important in favor of doing something fun. I feel guilty enough about that to have to write it down so that I can stop reciting it to myself over and over, but I don’t feel guilty enough to change my mind and do the important thing. My head … Continue reading Today’s bits and pieces<\/span>