{"id":182,"date":"2008-08-10T18:35:00","date_gmt":"2008-08-10T23:35:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/pegasuslibrarian.com\/droplets\/2008\/08\/uncertain.html"},"modified":"2008-08-10T18:35:00","modified_gmt":"2008-08-10T23:35:00","slug":"uncertain","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/pegasuslibrarian.com\/droplets\/2008\/08\/uncertain.html","title":{"rendered":"Uncertain"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been going back and forth with myself. One minute I think that yeah, all the symptoms seem to fit, I must be hypothyroid. Why else would I always feel like I pulled an all-nighter, even when I got 10 hours of sleep? Why else would I have unexplained aches, or lose a small handful of hair every morning, or never really shed that pesky 10 pounds, or wake up with a body temperature that&#8217;s a full degree lower than I would have expected, or generally feel run down and icky all the time? Maybe this even explains my oddly rhythmed heart.<\/p>\n<p>Then I remember that so far, the actual scientific proof isn&#8217;t very clear. Nobody, least of all me, is sure that the shift in my TSH level is far enough off from normal to mean anything at all.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe the last five or six months have just been a little more draining than I thought. Maybe this is what it feels like to be leaving my 20s. Maybe I&#8217;m a little hypochondriacal and am just imagining it all. I&#8217;d hate to start giving myself permission to whine only to find that nothing&#8217;s wrong with me and I&#8217;m just a whiner looking for excuses to hone my craft. That would really stink.<\/p>\n<p>So, since I can&#8217;t do anything about it at least until the next blood draw in six weeks, I guess I&#8217;ll try not to think about it too much and just get on with the business of living like normal. After all, there&#8217;s a good chance that everything <em>is<\/em> normal.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been going back and forth with myself. One minute I think that yeah, all the symptoms seem to fit, I must be hypothyroid. Why else would I always feel like I pulled an all-nighter, even when I got 10 hours of sleep? Why else would I have unexplained aches, or lose a small handful &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/pegasuslibrarian.com\/droplets\/2008\/08\/uncertain.html\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Uncertain<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-182","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-me-and-my-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/pegasuslibrarian.com\/droplets\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/182","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/pegasuslibrarian.com\/droplets\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/pegasuslibrarian.com\/droplets\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pegasuslibrarian.com\/droplets\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pegasuslibrarian.com\/droplets\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=182"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/pegasuslibrarian.com\/droplets\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/182\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/pegasuslibrarian.com\/droplets\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=182"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pegasuslibrarian.com\/droplets\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=182"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pegasuslibrarian.com\/droplets\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=182"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}