{"id":18,"date":"2006-08-07T21:33:00","date_gmt":"2006-08-08T02:33:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/pegasuslibrarian.com\/droplets\/2006\/08\/spent.html"},"modified":"2006-08-07T21:33:00","modified_gmt":"2006-08-08T02:33:00","slug":"spent","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/pegasuslibrarian.com\/droplets\/2006\/08\/spent.html","title":{"rendered":"Spent"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I really am.  I&#8217;m just too tired.  There are too many things I should be doing, and I&#8217;ve only got enough energy to really care about a few of them.  I&#8217;ve got so little energy, that dealing with really spunky, talkative, concerned, and otherwise awake people is almost more than I can stand at the moment.<\/p>\n<p>Ok, so at work we&#8217;re planning to implement a new service.  This is kind of exciting.  I can&#8217;t wait to see what creative uses people will make of this service.  But now, all of a sudden, people are starting to panic about stuff.  Big stuff, little stuff, it doesn&#8217;t matter.  Only the panic matters.  Unfortunately, it&#8217;s the panic that I don&#8217;t have the energy to slough off at the moment.  I&#8217;m not proud of my coping mechanism, but here it is: I shut down.<\/p>\n<p>Some day I&#8217;ll learn to keep myself going in situations like this, but I&#8217;m just too tired to do it now.  Too tired.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I really am. I&#8217;m just too tired. There are too many things I should be doing, and I&#8217;ve only got enough energy to really care about a few of them. I&#8217;ve got so little energy, that dealing with really spunky, talkative, concerned, and otherwise awake people is almost more than I can stand at the &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/pegasuslibrarian.com\/droplets\/2006\/08\/spent.html\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Spent<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-me-and-my-life"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/pegasuslibrarian.com\/droplets\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/pegasuslibrarian.com\/droplets\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/pegasuslibrarian.com\/droplets\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pegasuslibrarian.com\/droplets\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pegasuslibrarian.com\/droplets\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=18"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/pegasuslibrarian.com\/droplets\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/pegasuslibrarian.com\/droplets\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=18"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pegasuslibrarian.com\/droplets\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=18"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pegasuslibrarian.com\/droplets\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=18"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}